feel wretched

It makes me feel wretched, but I'm consuming my own smoke, for I don't want him to think me an encumbrance.

Now she turned to him, and her look expressed such a great dread of what was before her that it made him feel wretched.

When I don't feel wretched I feel absurd, and that's ever so much worse.

In moments like these I am forced to realise that you do not care for me as I care for you, and I feel wretched in consequence.

"If Angela knew no doubt she would feel wretched," he thought.